-loveandhate-

such thing will happen sooner or later.
hereby anounce that i shall leave BITCH.
u all may continue w/o me.
BITCH had lost it's meaning since sometime ago. it's best if i end it st.
it had cease as memories.
no comment. stay pretty ya~ guys.
with loves x3

last post here. clearing everything up, preparing for a new year and new life and a new me ahead. i've changed. it's aint the same anymore.
u know it i know it

爱与恨

一失足成千古恨。

我错了吗？

无形中所受到的伤害又有谁懂呢？又有谁能理解？我又能像谁说呢？

×她是受害者吗？是这样吗？我不怪你×

大家都累了，厌倦了。

我，无话可说了。累了。好像睡哦。

好久好久没有这样的感受了。

快要结束了吗？快结束啊！快。我快不行了。

忍了又忍。他。她。她们，他们。我不想再忍了，可以吗？

痛真的很痛。

我的泪水或许不代表任何意义，难道她的就有吗？

他人总爱把我当透明。

她有情绪我就没吗？

我累我怕我。。。

－爱与恨

mirrors are illusions?

200th post ^^V:

accompanied sis to sch today!
okay overall was fine.
but beng in sch somehow reminded me something. well nvm.

of course i din wear the clothes below back to sch. if not im gona get it from my mum! im a good girl ok! for what all had happened, i lost hope. things will never be th way i want it to be.

had my haircut today after leaving school. dad dropped us near the shop and we start walking. hmm. sis was grumbling all the way of course.

sian lar! eyebags and th stupid panda eyes! when looking near at it it's so damn obvious. flaws are seen so clearly.-.-

tried to call LL tat little pig and she told me was still asleep. was in rather a bad mood. so i quickly hang up the phone.well. nvm. in th end i managed to get to the shop -.-

somehow i feel that how i make up tdy make me have a bigger difference in my big small eyes. zz. HAIZ. sometime i feel weird. how come my eyes one double eyelid and one single -.-

anyway a little colour on my face should cover it well. if i did a good job.the difference with both eyes are much more obvious in pics ><

having mood swing recently.due to few reasons. well not gona say it out actually, since it's the same old thing i've yet to overcome.

still, ther's still a diff if looked closely. ee i dun like! something wrong with my make up tdy.

whole family goin to sg again. heading to my aunt's house, tmr.time is precious. im having headache in time managment.

wanted to meet dear. but at the same time nidda meet LL honey. so idk how should i divide myself -.-hope the following outing would be a nice one.

nevertheless from certain angle after make up-ing, it looks alright leh. wth!!

pouring out my emotions at blog. but i shall make it short and sweet. simply i felt that i grew up.after all th studying, staying at home and all those thoughts. i feel lonely at moments. even i have frens, but simply i feel that im alone. dont really like th feeling bt i will get used to it.

in the end, it's just me. and next to me, will my lifelong partner. and lastly, family my own family and th family i have now. the end.

iloveattention, ilovenightlife, iloveforwhatihavebennwantingtoget. but it's time to let go and get on with life.

-xy-

xyloveshim

perfection doesnt exist

my sis hand and my face of course.
short post..
shant post much recently.
felt that i grew up a lot during hols.
lots of thoughts and emotions swirling around me though

pei sis go to fcss tmr.
hereby announce my qing ai de mei mei joining me in fcss. -.-
then off to haircut!!

-xy-
darling i miss u

B.I.T.C.H is loved.

outdated pics.

this pic was taked very long time ago. well. love the days when we laughed played and fooled around together.

i miss those time. meet up soon kays? bitches x3

-xy-

xy miss him

perhaps one proper post one thurs. hmm